Revenge After Divorce by Black Rose

hell happened to him to make him drink this much anyway?" Owen looked atwith pity. This tI didn't mind the look; I was pitiful indeed. "He lost his wife." The way Owen said it was like she died or something.

"That is bad man, I am sorry to hear that. I can't imagine what it must feel like. I don't know what I would do if my Elsa died. I think I would go crazy." Olivia got married today, this day marks the day I officially lost my heart. How could I even think of alcohol poisoning when I didn't have a heart? I could have alcohol poisoning any day, it could killeven, I wouldn't mind. At least this hole and emptiness insidewould be gone. When I got to Summer Strand everything was upside down and there was a lot of work to be done.

I buried myself into work and tried to forget about everything and New Village. I would work the whole day without thinking about it or feeling it but the moment I left the office it would cback. It was this emptiness inside that could not be filled by anything.

I tried different things over the past month to try and ease it, but nothing worked. It made it worse instead. I had the sfeeling and lingering loneliness when Olivia was arrested. Back then I would tell myself that she would be back one day, and we would be alright. It would ease then, and I would live another day.

This time, it was not going away, and I think it was because I knew that she was never coming back. That I was alone and that she left me. this tthe loneliness, the emptiness will linger until God knows when. I didn't know what to do with it. it just fucking hurt, so much.

Owen cto me. "Sir, it's your mother again." I sighed laying my head on the counter. "She is going to keep calling if I don't answer, isn't she?" mother, mother, mother. What could you possibly want now? I divorced Olivia just like you wanted, she is not in my life anymore. What is it now? I took the phone from Owen. "Mother." There was silence on the other end. "Okay then, it's clear you don't want to talk." "Nick." She called my njust as I was about to cut the call. "Yes, mother." She sighed. "I have apologized to her." I kept quiet. "I was wrong to bleverything on her." I still kept my mouth shut. "Please, cvisit. I miss you or I could cover and spent a few days with you." she had got to be joking.

"I am busy mother; I won't have tfor you even if you come." Silence followed my words. "Fight for her." I chuckled getting pissed. "What do you think I have been doing since she got out of jail? I tried mother, God knows I tried. But it didn't work. All I managed to do is push her into the arms of another man. What more can I do now anyway because she is married?" 'enly. I stood I laughed mockingly. "She is not mine to fight for anymore, mother and I think you apologized a little too late. The damage has been done and there is no fixing it." I cut the call and felt suffocated in the bar then stumbled outside.

I stood there looking at the sky. "Don't punishlike this I said as if God could hear me, if there was a God. "I have already lost her, isn't that punishment enough?" I wished whatever being was out there could talk back. "At least take away the hole inside me, it's killingthe most." I sat down feeling defeated with my head between my legs. "It hurts, please take it away. I can't bare it anymore." A tear dropped from my eye then another 1/2 +25 BONUS Chapter 0149 and another. "Can I join you?" I heard a voice.

I lifted my head to look at the woman. I didn't care that I was crying. She was a beautiful little thing. "I know how you feel, and I cto this bar to try and numb myself, it doesn't work, does it?" I just looked at her as she sat next to me.

"People can be cruel out there.” I wondered what happened to her. "Don't worry, they say it gets better with time. Not sure how much tthough because I have been at it for six months and it still hurts like it happened yesterday." What the fuck was she talking about. “My fiancé, he died six months ago, killed by an armed robber." Oh, poor thing. "Did your wife leave you or is she dead too." I frowned and she pointed at my wedding ring.

Funny that I never took it off. "Yes, she died." She nodded. I know the you feeling of losing someone very well. It doesn't matter if you are a man or a woman that shit hurts the same. It leaves a hole inside that you can't seem to fill no matter how hard you try." She knew exactly how I felt. I found myself pulling her close and smashing my lips on hers. Kissing her aggressively and with so much hunger. I have not been with anyone else since Olivia. She responded with just as much passion if not hunger.

It got so heated so fast that I wanted to have her right there and then. "Sir, lettake you back.”Owen said. 1 ve didn't even know where he cfrom. "Do you want to cwith me?" she nodded getting up and we followed each other to the car. In the back seat we were busy kissing and by the twe got to my place. We were already half naked. She was naked with only my jacket on. I only had my underwear on. Getting inside we only closed the door, and I took her on the couch.