Unspoken Pleasure by Erotica

| poured myself a glass of Chardonnay and went outside to my backyard lanai. My daughter and her friends had

left long ago. My so called "husband" was still at the club with his buddies. I'm done with his iciness and lack of

affection that has been so common in my marriage. As | sat outside, | thirsted for Scottie's touch. | wanted so

much just to cuddle in his arms. | felt a soft warm glow flow within me. | knew what | needed to do.

Just as | was basking in the warmth and glow of my dreams | heard the lanai door slide open, "Andrea we need to

talk about this morning."

Somehow the anger | felt earlier today was gone. | knew what | needed to do so I didn't want to waste any

energy. | closed my eyes and said, "Okay John, what do you want to talk about?"

He immediately jumped in on me, "Andrea | don't understand what got into you this morning. All | did was asked

what was for breakfast?"

| sighed knowing he doesn't get it. | opened my eyes and glanced up at him. | calmly asked him, "John when was

the last tyou kissed me? For that matter when was the last tyou hugged me? Easier than that, when did

you last look atwith the love and desire a husband should have for his wife?"

He responded defensively, "Andrea where is this coming from? You know | love you. We've been married for 17

years. For gods sakes what do | have to do? I've provided for you and our family. What the fuck is going on with

you?" | stood up and stared at him with a new found confidence, "John, | don't know that you love me! You never

showany affection, you never tellhow you feel about me. Even on the rare days you are home, your

mind is elsewhere. | don't want this life anymore. John | want you to move out. | need, no | want tand space

to search through my feelings. Maybe I'll find that | need you back in my life. But right now, this might sound

ironic to you, but | desperately need salone time. So please pack up whatever you need and go do whatever

you do when you are never home."

John looked atfinally understanding the gravity of the situation, "Please Andrea don't do this. Don't throw

away 17 years of a wonderful life. Please baby."

| felt sorry for him as | think he finally got what | was saying. | shook my head and said, "John, please grab what

you need and go sleep in another bedroom. | need my alone time. Please don't make this more difficult than it

already is"

I brushed past him and walked inside. | went into the kitchen and waited for him to go upstairs. | closed my eyes

and felt a sense of relief rushing through me. It felt exhilarating and liberating. | hoped that | was doing the right

thing. In my heart of hearts | knew | was. | heard him go up the stairs. | waited for awhile before heading upstairs

into my bedroom. | closed and locked the door. Closing and locking the door to this part of my life. Excited and

overwhelmed to face my new life.

| collapsed on my bed. Emotionally exhausted but confident | made the right decision. | once again closed my

eyes and allowed myself to dream. Dream to be loved, dream to be desired, dream to be wanted. | was so

worked up that | didn't think | would be able to fall asleep.

| was awaken by several knocks on my bedroom door. It was already morning. | chuckled to myself for thinking |

wouldnt be able to fall asleep. | heard John pleading, "Andrea please letin so we can talk. Please Andrea

don't do this." | got up, still in my ratty tee shirt and cut off sweats from yesterday, and opened the door. John

rushed in and said, "Sweetheart I'm sorry | made you feel this way. Letshow you | can change." "John, | need

to be away from you. | need tto think about my future. | need you to leave."

John whimpered, "Where am | supposed to go? This is my house too!"

| glared at him and said, "John | don't care where you go as long as it is out of this house. Go wherever you went

all the years you were never around. You're a big boy. Figure it out. Please leave now!"

His attitude suddenly changed, "Fine Andrea! If this is what you want then this is what you'll get but don't come

running towhen you change your mind! It might be too late!"

| snapped, "Get the fuck out now asshole. Get out of here and leavethe fuck alone. That shouldn't be too

hard for you since that's all you did for 17 years, leftalone."

He walked out and | slammed the door shut. Any reservations | had about | was doing were now gone. | suddenly

felt very invigorated. | started the shower and pulled off my grungy clothes from yesterday. Hopping into the hot

spray, | let myself bask in its warmth. | needed to let Ginny know what happened but | suspect she overheard

parts of our arguments.

As | dried off my mind wandered off to Scottie. | couldn't wait to see him. | immediately got excited knowing that

we were going to spend salone ttogether. | wanted to get to know this young man better and we had

the better part of the day all to ourselves. | dressed and headed downstairs to make scoffee.

As | sipped my coffee | heard Ginny coming down the stairs. She cover and gavea longer hug than

normal saying, "Are you okay Mom?" | smiled and held her hug.

"I'm fine. How much of the argument did you hear?" | asked.

Looking atwith sad eyes she whimpered, "Most of it. | feel so bad."

I held her tight and said, "I know you do honey but | had to do this. | can't stand our life the way it is. Please

understand. I'll always be here for you. Nothing will change that." She surprisedby saying, "You're right

mom. It's not like dad is around much anyways. I'll be okay."

She scurried along getting all her gear for school before turning and saying, "I have to go school now. Will you be

okay?"

"Yes, go on you don't want to be late. See you tonight."

As she left | felt a certain pride knowing that | had done a good job of raising our daughter. She would be fine

with this. We will get through this together.

| texted Scottie, "Good Morning Scottie."

My phone pinged, "Good Morning gorgeous."

| immediately felt little wisps developing inside me.

| texted, "It's 8:00 now. How about coming over around 9:00. Bring your bathing suit."

He texted, "Can't wait. See you soon."

| went upstairs to change into my bathing suit when the thought crossed my mind, do | have any suits that are

not matronly? Shit! Oh well I'll see what | can cup with. Maybe | won't need one. Haha.

As | suspected, my choices were limited. Definitely not doing a one piece. | found a couple of bikinis that were

okay and then | found and old one that definitely was not okay! Might as well try the one that wasn't okay. I'm

pretty sure | might have outgrown it as it looked pretty tiny compared to the others. It was your old tblack

string bikini. | can't believe | actually wore this. | can't believe | kept this! It has to be over 15 years old.

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